Great News!!!First of all, I told you I went and had my head checked for a possible brain tumor (I used to feel like I was blacking out and about to collapse several times a day, and sometimes my fingers, when typing, would not do what I wanted them to do, and other symptoms); and I had myself checked for a possible stomach tumor...
It sounds probably to you that I'm paranoic, but when you end up feeling dead tired, take 2 to 4 naps a day, yet still feel more and more tired, you'd start questioning whether there's something serious going on. And you better do, don't just lay there and wallow in self-petty, as I did for about 2 months...
OK, THE GOOD NEWS!
Someone offered me a "magic" potion called Goji juice. It's somekind of concoction made of Himalaian Goji berries. This guy told me that if I start taking this concoction, I'd get better in a matter of weeks. What the heck - I thought - what can I loose? (that's the "beautiy" of being at the bottom, there's nowhere to go but up -- ok, or die)
So I started taking this Goji thing, and miraculously, in a few days, I got away with one nap a day, and in about a week I was taking no naps at all. I'm not kidding. Slowly, slowly I'm getting out of this numbing feeling of a dead-semi-live person.
My wife said that it's all in my head. You know what? Let it be only in my head as long as I feel more energized. It's been months since I felt like a man. I couldn't even carry my baby any longer, I was soooo week (and i appologized repeatedly to her). And now I'm back!!!! I mean: I'M BAAAAACK!!!!!! I'M ALIVE AGAIN!!!! Thank you Goji! And thank you dear "pushy" Goji Distributor. This has been the best decission that I took in the past several years.
Let me tell you, I tried all kinds of things from GNC and other stores, but nothing seemed to make any visible difference. I eves started drinking coffee for a while, but all I got was some heart palpitations and I was more nervous/excited/easily angered. But when I tried Goji, I felt great starting the very next day... yes, I had a little set back around days 4 to 7 or 8, but then again I started feeling great, and in the past three months I just was improving constantly. I'm actually back to working out again 3 to 5 times a day. I feel great!!!!!! (I hope you are happy for me :)
There's one problem with Goji, though. It tastes really good and I always want to drink more... My distributor says "Go ahead, it's a juice with healing properties, but there'd be no side effects." I hope he is kidding. At $30+ bucks a bottle, I don't think I'll end up drinking more than I need. But I gladly pay that price for my newly found energy. I'm back working again with enthusiasm and passion.
Things will be all right...
PS - my financial situation is still horrible, but I finished paying my car and tha's an extra $300 in my pocket. We are floating, but no movies, no restaurants, no extras, no toys for the kids (the grandparents overdoit anyway) - we just stick to the basics and we're moving on
PPS - If you want to try Goji, here's my distributor's url: http://Sebastian.FreeLife.com It's the best thing that happened to me in the past few years - you kidding me? $70 for a ton of energy that I didn't have before??? (just do a google search on it - on Goji - to read what's all the fuss. you can read hundreds of articles on it. )
